So i want to make a witty post
But i have no clue how to be that way
Some people have that natural charisma
Where they can charm people by their personality and flamboyancy
I am one of those people that are efficiently lacking in such skills
I want to be exciting
How do you be exciting and an enjoyable person?
I am one of those small yet easily angered full of rage kind of people
Like are people actually that joyous and nice naturally?
Or do they pretend?
I am one of those people who are way too good at being awkward
I'm prettty sure in the past year i have managed to scare away way too many friends
"Bestfriends" that ditch you and ignore you and invite everyone but you to their party's
Thos people that forget you
Because you are no fun to around
I know i am moaning and should do something about it
But sometimes moaning feels better as at least i know im unhappy now....and you don't have to fall any further....the only way is up but going up means there's that possibility of coming down again.
The contrast of those 2 opposite feelings are too confusing for me
So let's just stay down now
